sigh*
what do i wan actually?
think ive been asking too much from u
im jus not understanding enough.
sigh.
ive been making life so diff..
maybe PMS played a part too?
i only think for myself,
guessed ive missed out how u feel too.

im starting to loose my control in
sch, work, life, r/s, trainings, family, friends, money.
ive failed in doing them well.
sigh.
enlighten me anybody?