sometimes its really hard to accept facts.
but i will try to live with it..
accept it.
cause there's nth else i can do to turn back time.
only me to blame..

seeking for alternatives..
i will be fine..
i know such failures will make me grow stronger.

gonna take a slight break this monday
heading to genting highland..
it was almost a decade ago since i last stepped on that piece of land
cheap priceee
pay like 59bucks for a 3d2N stay
=)
i need some fresh air.
gonna run away from all these stresss..

sigh*
what do i wan actually?
think ive been asking too much from u
im jus not understanding enough.
sigh.
ive been making life so diff..
maybe PMS played a part too?
i only think for myself,
guessed ive missed out how u feel too.

im starting to loose my control in
sch, work, life, r/s, trainings, family, friends, money.
ive failed in doing them well.
sigh.
enlighten me anybody?

happy birthday terry !!!!!!*!~!*~!*~
turning 20 already.
haahaha
alright i shuldnt laugh
cos its my turn soon.
=/
ok lah. we shall grow old together k.
hees
they bought her a bdae cake. sang loudly in the KFC.
hope she like it..

results gonna be out on this thurs.
hoping to clear all my module.
dun wish to repeat moduleeeeee..
*cross finger
very soon, we're gonna be yr3.. look at how time flies.
still remb the days in yr 1..
days when im still fresh to ngee ann.
1st few friends made during the sports and FOC camp..
how i ended up joining dragon boat
how i managed to survive in those monsterous training
how i made those nice frens in db.
how i managed to overcome my fears during race
how my 1st r/s failed.
how i got my feet up and carry on with life.
those up and downs in lifee..
cool cool.. so many to recall but
all these memories make me smile..
=)

hurhurhur

being an instructor is cool..
cos i haven tried being an instructor b4.
and it was a dragon boat activity
from dunno which primary sch..
wow, the boys are so cute.. they're accompanied by their parents.
total we had 6 boats, 6 instructors and 6 coxswain.
taught them the basic way of rowing, they were all kinda cooperative.. esp the parents
it feels so cool.. standing on the drummer's seat.
haa.. guess i wun have alot of chance to stand on it.. cos im jus fat fat fat.
we had a mini race before everything ended,
my boat was leading at 1st.. but well like wad they say. "ppl dun care how u start, they only see wad's at the end"
*sadded*
got 3rd place.
the boat who came last, the instructor will have to jump dw the water.
haa, so funnie to see joyce jumped dw..
ok, see training was killing me.
rowing with tyres on, i simply was energyless.
changed partner for one set..
rowed with him
its jus something newwwww lah..
think ah huat did dat purposely.. haa

aft training, we went hooters, clarke quay.
its an eye opening restuarant. cos ive nv seen any waitress with such short short shorts.
wah, but the service and food was quite good. kinda expernsive though.
they have mini performance too.
playing hula hoops?
lols. but the girls are gd at it lah..
ok, dats abt it.. dun wanna continueee... this entry is getting kinda too long.
offf to work.
=p

been super occupied last week.
work, training, work, training.
hardly have time for myself..
but it has been a fulfilling week.
=)

is there something missing?
-shrugs-
feel quite empty.

tired, off to slp now.
work tmr..

dunno, dun care, dun give a damnnn