a surge of emptiness within, what exactly am i fighting for?
so lost at times.
suddenly things that used to excite me dont seem to share the same effect anymore.

or isit just me?

happy friday!!
it's weekend again..:)
lovedddddd it.
anyways, im going to my new company to sign appointment letter later.
new environment, having mixed feelings right now.
wondering how's life gonna be like in gov sect. heard lotsa bad comments abt it.
one bad thing abt working here is dat im being isolated all the times and i find myself kinda anti-social these days. so it got me really worried having to mixed around.

but i love the sea. i really cant bare to leave this place where i can look at the sea everyday! ppl here are nice my manager are nice too. tell me, which manager will allow his employee to watch hana kimi during office hours? =X

i really hope i have made the right decision by moving on..

the feeling of talking to a friend whom u've lost touched for a few years is GREAT.
i guess its fated.
how we met, how was this friendship developed. those were the funny days..
wellls...
good things are shortlived..

i realised in every stage of life, u are alway not the only person who is experiencing. somehow, somebody frm somewhere is experiencing the same or have experienced it before.

so now the question is back to me again. part time or full time? i have 4 more days to think about it.

time is running short, im left with only 3 weeks to prepare this. Being appointed as the Fire Safety Manager is no joke. Responsibilty inculdes conducting of fire drill at MSP.
heh, does this remind u of the annoying fire alarm bell ringgggggggggg when u were in pri and sec school? and that the joy of missing ur 20mins of ur class time because of this drill? And now I have to conduct this drill for this building, having to evacuate all the people here in MSP. I'm sure it would be a good experience as its my first time doing this.
Are you interested to participate as well? haahaa!

have u ever felt so devastated and all u want to do is to run away? i am at a lost.

if only i know how to handle all these situations.

im feeling miserably helpless..
really hate these...
u said try again, what happens after we try again and again and again..
will things jus go on and on...
sighs*
-too much of something is bad in mind-