i am very unhappy with my life now, or did i simply just had a bad day? why are my bad days more than my good days?
too much things going on at the same time, i can barely take some breather.
heavy workload is driving me crazy
school work is also driving me crazy (I love to go for lessons but it just draining my energy off)
insufficient rest is driving me crazy
problems are also driving me crazy
who else can i blame? myself or this society?
everything is making me so fucking stressed..

never be too kind to others for they will take things for granted.

Using authority to press me down, ok. FINE, got nothing to say. What right do i have anyway?

urgh.

Maybe being contented will make me a happier girl.

HAR! my AM is away for course again. Been very unproductive on days when he is not around and my guilt cant stop flowing in.

I joined the running peeps for a 8-10km jog last evening. While trying my very best to keep up the pace with them, I lost my way in botanic as they were way ahead of me. It looked like a maze to me.

Tiring but nothing can beat that sense of satisfaction.
=)

THIRD week of school.
stress is already overwhelming my mind, body & soul.I am so deprived from sleep. Especially when I changed my working shift to 8am and my class only ends at 10pm on the weekdays. 14 hours of work study work is no fun.

WHERE'S MY WORK LIFE BALANCE?
I want to go

shopping
wala on wednesday
mambo on wednesday
overseas

Thankfully, my manager is not in the office today as I was late again. Everyday I tell myself to wake up earlier and be punctual for work. BUT it's just so hard to achieve that. I'm ashamed to say my work place is just ONE stop away.. *whoops

My eyes are swollen & I'm not in a clear state of mind to work.
*SLEEPY

and I miss rowing.

EXHAUSTED.
work.sch.work.sch.work.sch.

can I be more positive?