dont take me for granted pls*
or isit i got strucked by karma?
hmm..
*shrugs

maybe its the lack of patience in me dat makes me not happy..
or maybe stupidity dat plays a part too.
high hopes = GREAT disappointments
no mood. no mood
jus a moodless day for me..

arg. cant stand e fact dat my last day of holidays were wasted away
sch reopen tmr.
=/
damn..
my patience is running low..
hot tempered m i..
help?
bring some ice for me....

while i was clicking on the icon of MIRC
i found afew chatlogs dat i still have with me on my laptop.
its was logs dat was frm e yr2003
clicked on #npdb
haa, read those logs.
pretty lamee stuff.. but it was nice recalling
wellls, mIRC seems to have extinct in our lives..
indeed, it was outdated.. no more icqs no more mIRC
wads left is msn, skpye, friendster etc.
missed those days when the ppl in DB will tok cok in mIRC
it was only thru irc dat i got to neo some of the seniors betterrrr..
oh i still remb the 1st time i started usinggg irc was 13, made alot of new frens there
had alot of funn, 1/3 of my teenage yrs was spent chatting online.
goshh.. haa but i really had fun lahh..
maybe we shuld start going back to irc againnnn..

haa..all the old memories seems to flood my mind..
realised ive grown slightly matured over these 2 yrs
frm the way i typed i guess?
frm a 17yr old teenage girl to a 19 yr old girl.
soon im gonna hit the 20s.
-.-
DB demo for the freshies frm sports campp today.
find it quite funn.. to see new faces
feeling excited for them..
cos i still remb my sport camp..
every scence, i still recall..
how i got physco to join DB..
i remb....
the friends, and the GLs.. we made.
the cheer n fun we had.
haaa..
maybe without sc, you wun see a qijia in db...lolS!
shhhhhhhHHhh.
=x
maybe its better off without me rites?
LOL

i wanna have a life of my own.
hais. why cant ppl jus let me live
i cant take this anymore..
its driving me crazy
it just make me feel so weak..
=/

whether im beside u doesnt really matter
cos im jus the additional item in ur life
to have or not to have dont make a difference to ur life
haaha..

couldnt figure out why m i behaving so weirdly today
sigh.
i seriouly felt v.remorseful over my behaviour
pms is no excuse
today jus aint gd lahh.
im not trying to make things difficult for everyone
and i never want to.
jus find myself weird lately.
wads wrgn?
so angry with myself.
-sigh-

think its gd to relax
guess im gonna start relaxing
perhaps life will be much easier like dat..

today aint a very gd day,
my eyes are feeling sorey for the whole day since ytd.
jus when i reach jurong east, gettting ready for a good sun tanning session with joyce
IT RAINS.
sigh-
a day without e sun means a day without a smile
=(
but me and joyce still managed to enjoy ourselves.
pinic by the poolside with spicy tuna sandwich and banana coated with chocolate sauce.
yummmmmmmm

procceed back to sch aft dat.
helped oliver with the coaching of staff from BE dept.
ok lahh.. did enjoy myself seeing how they suffer.
lols. oh im gonna be the sitting on the drummer on their race day. smiles*
i jus love dat seat. dun ask me why...
played captain ball after dat.. improves on the interaction among the staff..
ok lahh.. wasnt dat bad. though we lost to the EE dept.
haa.. losers close the drain and collect paddles back.

towned after dat..
met up with feennie n yen
fen is going perth tmr, so we met for dinner at ramen 10
chilled out with them for the night and den home-swee-home

mic is leaving to uk dis sunday.
and this leave will be one yearr.
tc dude.
gonna misss ur la-bi face.
=)

sentosa ytd.
however was drizzling..
so no sun. =(
so we went to play in the water.
cynthia's birthday party by the beach.
cool..
they played water bomb.
i think it was quite interesting.. bombing ard
running ard..
haa..
nice ambience, nice music, nice company
with 2 cute dogs..

another weekend has gone.
gonna wait for the nxt coming weekend.
=)